The title says it all now doesn't it? I am in therapy, I am trying to get better. In the times that I wasn't online anymore.. Things have gone downhill, horribly downhill.
I nearly attempted suicide for eating a sandwich, I threw up after drinking a glass of water, even though it was the only thing I had that day and I know it's bullshit.
I'd gone completely psycho. and that's when I decided that I was in need of help, some serious help. So I've been to the doctor and we are now busy with my therapy plan and shit like that. They tapped off some blood and the results are not as bad as last time.
I am not allowed to be on here, I am not allowed to stay in touch with any of you. Fact is, I can't go through this alone. I'm crying my eyes out every single day, I'm possibly more suicidal than I was before, but I can only hope, that things will get better.
SO if you don't think that I am a horrible cow, what I am thinking right now, and a weak bitch, also one of the many thoughts that keeps popping up.
contactme.
anna_1993_@hotmail.com
Love, x
oh I have missed you so much!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for what you've been through but you're definitely not alone! I really want to support you and be there for you.
I will msn- add you :)
take good care of yourself!
so so SO good to hear from you hun. i'm sorry you've had such a glad time but i'm happy you're getting help. i hope it all goes well. will definitely be in contact xx
ReplyDeleteIt's good to hear from you. But my darling I really do hope you're ok, I hope you can get through this horrible time in your life. You are one of the strongest people I know. I use the word 'know' lightly, but I think I know a part of you, and you can do this.
ReplyDeleteNone of us are going to think you're a horrible cow, or a bitch, or anything of the sort. Quite the opposite if anything.
All the best of luck with your therapy, stay strong.
X
You're beautiful the way you are, please feel better, my sister is in a therapy session, even if i don't understand what you're going through, I can understand that the people around your are worried like i am worried about my sister
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