Tuesday, 24 August 2010


I believe that water is the only drink for a wise man. ~Henry David Thoreau

Our body consists of water, we drink water. We shower, we couldn't live without water. So today I tried living with just, water. And I managed.
Liquid fasting has never really appealed to me as I don't like to drink at all, I usually forget to drink since I usually don't feel like I need it.
Today the one thing I did was drink, icecold drinks and warm drinks, glasses of water and one glass of juice. I am still not sure if I like it, because for some reason I still feel full.

I don't feel empty at all, there is no hunger, there is nothing that gives me the feeling that I have done a great job other than that I have to pee- all the bloody time.
My parents are starting to get used to the fact that I only eat vegetables, they are too busy with all the things that are going on in our lives now that they forgot about me.
Honestly, it's the way I like it.

My sister has gotten an offer to play Softball in the States, as in. To go to college there, they'll possibly pay for her stay, her school and all that kind of bullshit. So she might be leaving in the fall. I am thrilled for her, it's a great opportunity and she's so talented. She could learn so many things she wouldn't be able to learn here, she would have these amazing experiences and so much fun.. So hopefully we can arrange things for her so she can do what she loves to do.
It'd also mean that I will live alone with my parents for a while, which can be either a great or an awful thing. What if they will suddenly notice things again? What if they'll go through my stuff like last time? Not sure if I can handle that, another few months visiting my doctor on daily basis, therapy and constant being forced to fail.

One more cup of tea before bed I suppose.. Oh any recommendations on new blogs? I love the ones I read right now but I was wondering if any of you had any amazing blogs I should read!!

Sweet dreams everyone,

Much love,


  1. I missed your words, my love.

    Your water fast is inspiring and I loved your quote.

    Be strong!!!


  2. Hello there. I'm currently on a liquid fast. I was just posting and asked if anyone had dabbled with water fasting and here I find your blog and this post! You might feel full right now from all the liquid, but trust me....when you wake up in the morning and feel that incredible empty and see that drastic drop on the scale, you'll become addicted to the high of fasting. I know I am (:

  3. You might try anas-arms.blogspot.com

    The blogger blake has potential and she's been getting more open. I'm sure though that you could offer some tips to make her a better writer..

  4. Maybe once your sister moves, they will be worried about her even MORE, and therefore not notice your habits.

  5. Thanks everyone!
    @Catie I am now folling her, she sounds amazingly sweet!

    @Lexie Oh honey I missed you :) You are awesome! X

    @Skeleton Strong Yeah, hopefully but my parents are already turning into eat-zillas now because I refused to eat a slice of toast after going to the dentist..
    It didn't matter that everything was numbed and that I couldn't even talk.

    Of course they're right but hey, thats our little secret.


  6. @Leena I have just posted a reaction at your blog, take care honey! Be sure to take care of yourself and your little one, fasting comes after family! X